Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Why I haven't been blogging

It's been a hard few weeks.

I went back on the pill. My hormones are all screwed up, and consequently my emotions are as well.

I'm hungry all the time, and I'm retaining water. The scale is moving the wrong direction.

And I can't sleep at night.

Life needs to cut me a fucking break.


  1. *snip*

    that's me cutting you a break.

    long distance hugs. drink water. and everytime you feel crazy, get up and do 5 jumping jacks, or dance a heinous mambo or something. it's ok if your weight fluctuates. the success is that you notice it and deal with it.

  2. Chuck that scale out the window (or hide it somewhere) until you get to a getter place emotionally. Get back into your groove, and your body will straighten up (fly right) and follow you.

    I am breaking out of a funk too, care to join me? Would love the company. Big ole bear hugs are sent your way.

  3. Do you have to be on the pill? Aren't there any alternatives? Doesn't sound like it's good for you.. Hope you work something out SOON. :)

  4. A, it's just the fluctuation that happens. I'm actually much better now that I've been on it a full month.

    I felt the same when I came off it for about a week.

    Honestly, I felt better this time going back ON, but life ... well, it has blown this past month.

  5. Glad to hear you're better. Starting/stopping the pill is like ridiculous emotional train wreck.